February 3, 2005
I haven't had much time to write lately mostly because I gave up on the schedule thing. I was tired of making my baby cry and of being stuck at home. The rigid schedule that was supposed to be so liberating was anything but. I felt like the schedule was ruling me and it was just too much. Ethan doesn't like napping in his crib and that is ok. He likes his car seat, his swing, and his bouncy chair and will sleep in all those places. His favorite place is still in my arms, which does make it hard to get things done, but we are working on it.
He is now two months old and is starting to interact more. He baby talks quite a bit which is so very sweet. He likes sticking his tongue out and smiling. I could spend every minute looking at him and laughing and playing with him, he is so precious. I never knew there could be anything so precious.
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mom:
I was praying for Ethan last night before I went to sleep and thanked God for such a precious little blessing he has given us and being able to experience the Grammie feeling. It is certainly strange to be a grandmother when your reflection is your own grandmother. Are we getting younger at heart? I don’t feel that old, but with the passing of the “real grandmas” It sort of makes me feel like that’s what i should be….old. Anyway, being a Grammie to little Ethan is the grandest feeling!
February 3, 2005 6:51 PM